4 1/2 Days
I went out tonight with my brother and Henry. We had to pick something up at our mom’s and then we went and grabbed pizza and beer. When we got back I had two missed calls… my dad and Stuart. STUART!!! And a message from him on MSN that said to text him when I get home and let him know if I want to talk. So I text him with, “Hey I’m back now.”
About fifteen minutes later he called. YAY!!! He sounded kind of home sick as we got caught up. Yes… I told him about my arm, and yes he was pissed. And worried. Awww. He caught me up on what he’s been doing… says it’s been relaxing except for his mom. Apparently she’s being a right bitch. 
He told me about his golfing excursion with his grandpa, about his book which he’s half way through, and that he got some new clothes. Went on to tell me he got two pairs of jeans, four boxers and six pairs of shorts. He’s so freaking cute!
I got to do my whole “I’m having a rough time” routine and he got to tell me it would get better. YAY! I feel silly for needing that but sometimes I just need him to tell me things will be better. It’s the way he gets all worried and makes that voice as he says, “Aww my poor baby!” and I know he’s completely sincere.
At one point he told me he’d forgotten how jealous he can get. When I asked what he meant he admitted that when he phoned and I didn’t answer and my MSN only said “Out” he couldn’t help but kind of feel like… where the Hell is she? LOL. That’s so cute. I told him to just text me next time with WHERE THE HELL ON EARTH ARE YOU???? Hahaha.
Finally after an hour of chit chat we had to hang up since it was like eleven there. I told him to have a good night and thought it would be the usual thing where we just hang up, but before he did he very sincerely said, “I love you.”
!!!!!!!!!
Don’t get me wrong, I know Stuart loves me, but he’s never said it. Well he has, but it’s always in response to me saying it. He never says it first…. He’s bad with words and expressing emotion you know? But I really think he’s a little home sick and *gasp* misses me as much as I miss him.
And after that phone call the time doesn’t seem so long until he gets back. Monday will get here fast enough.
