A Rose By Any Other Name…

I’m going to Vancouver tomorrow. I’m going to see Keith Urban at GM Place with my friend Courtney from LiveJournal. There’s a cool story as to why we’re going to this together, but I’m not in the mood to share it right now. So I get to get up early tomorrow and Stuart is driving me down to Nanaimo where I’ll grab the 12:50 boat. I should be at Cory’s by about 3:30… 4:00ish… provided somebody will be there. I just e-mailed him so hopefully he’ll get back to me on that. Might have to not take a bag if no one will be there… I’m sure I can survive in my Keith Urban t-shirt for two days.

Anyways, I don’t really want to go. How fucked up is that??? Like, I want to go to the concert, don’t get me wrong. This will make Keith one of my most seen people in concert, gotta love that. I just don’t feel up to the whole trip. I can’t afford to drive over so I’m relying on Vancouver transit. That’s all fine since it’s pretty reliable, what I’m worried about is the walking. There’s not a whole lot involved, but I can’t really do any without ending up sore and exhausted. I thing just Granville to Cory’s, about three or four blocks, will be the death of me. And I have to do it four times….

On top of that I’m not going to get much sleep. As far as I can tell I’ll probably be taking the 8:30 ferry Monday morning… so I’ll get to Cory’s around 11:00 or 11:30 Sunday night. Then it’ll take me forever, as it always does, to get to sleep, and then I’ll have to wake up at like 6:15 ’cause the bus I need to get is at 7:00 and I need to give myself time to drag myself back to Granville St.

That’s providing Liz is still picking me up Monday though. If that falls through, which it might, then I’ll have to wait for Stuart to get off work and come get me. He gets off at 5:30! Ugh. And I imagine Cory and Clinton work Monday so I’ll have to kill time… either in downtown Vancouver or in Nanaimo. Really probably both. And I won’t have much money to do anything. *cries*

This trip has been planned for ages, why is it getting all fucked up now? No better on Courtney’s end either, she had a major complication with rides to. Stuart is supposed to have Sundays and Mondays off… but of course he has to work this Monday. *sigh* I have been prepared for that for a while though, hence Liz picking me up. I just really, really hope she still plans on doing so. Killing ten hours doesn’t sound pleasant to me. Even if I will have my iPod with me.

And then after I get back… Wednesday I get my wisdom teeth out. What a week!

OK, I realize this is technically being posted on Sunday, but since Stuart gets home Monday evening I’m not too late to post my 2 day post. Hey, it’s my blog after all. I make the rules!

Today was actually a good day. Kept me freakin’ busy at least. I got woken up by some Roy guy asking if Stu was here, and when I said no he freaked out at me. When I texted Stuart about it he told me he doesn’t know a Roy… lmao. Random. Then I dropped laundry off at my moms and went and picked Shelly up.

We headed to Walmart for a quick stop, then came back into town. I got her addicted to Starbucks Raspberry Mocha Frappacino… we grabbed food and came and watched a movie. (Summer School… classic!) Liz came up to read a message convo I have from Brandon and then we ranted about Amanda being a douche. I’m too tired, and drunk, to explain now so I’ll go into that all later.

We hung out for a while then I went and picked my laundry up and dropped Shelly off. When I came back Liz and I set ourselves up with rum and coke and Crank… after a Timmie’s run of course. When the movie was done we were partially buzzed and still ticked at Amanda so we headed to the bar.

After getting more rum and coke we found Amanda and had a little screaming showdown right during last call. Then Liz fucked off to cool down and I tried to talk some sense into Amanda. I think she may have listened somewhat, ’cause me at the bar is a big thing.

Now Liz and I just got back. She’s sitting up waiting for Amanda to get home. I’m still sippin’ rum and coke and thinking about things. Like how I actually just admitted to Liz a while ago that I intend to marry Stuart. And that I really have been in a down mood lately. I mean I’m never a chipper person but my doctor told me to watch out for depression…. I don’t think I’m depressed but I do think my moods are being effected somewhat now. I dunno.

I mean yesterday all I did is watch movies. Granted I was actually feeling lousy, but I watched four movies on the computer! LOL. And today I forced myself to do anything that came up, which actually worked out. Heh. But still… oy.

I think Monday will be the true test.

By the way, I’ve never been drunk. I’m not even drunk now but I’m pretty buzzed. But I really suck at drinking!