I hate my medicine!!!
Oh, and I thought my energy was back but I was wrong. The last couple days I’ve kind of found myself dragging around. Today it’s like I can’t really focus on anything unless I’m reading. I tried to watch tv… nope… play the Wii… uh huh… even just talking to Stuart I get this dazed look and can’t concentrate. It’s driving me mad. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.
Yesterday I got up fairly early and stayed up late, so I managed to sleep until six am this morning. It’s only like four hours, but that’s twice as long as normal. But not getting a full night’s sleep is really starting to take it’s toll. Two hour increments do not do it, seriously. Try it, set your alarm… cell phone… watch… whatever to go off every two hours and see how you feel tomorrow morning.
I’m also in the weirdest mood. I can be kind of blah and then the littlest thing can piss me off or cheer me up. Like earlier Stuart was doing… I dunno, something, and I just got really upset. Didn’t help that I started doing the dishes and picking crap up and putting laundry away when I felt like I was going to pass out the entire time. And really Stuart didn’t do anything wrong… :\ Then just now he asks me if I’m good at puzzles… and yeah, I’m alright. He’s playing a video game… there’s three symbols (they’re actually trees, but this is not important) ok? Now there’s a grid 3 x 3 with these symbols… you take one away and it, along with the ones touching it change. You need to get all nine the same symbol. He tried forever and could not do it… so I go over to try and he gets up to tidy up the kitchen a little while I do so… manages to take pot from stove to sink and then I’m done. Hehehehe. That cheered me up more than you could ever imagine. It’s always the little things.
Now all I want is a hug from Stuart. It’s so random and bizarre that crap I feel at times. I’m so glad Stuart is so understanding. 
But ugh, one week until I go back to the doctor. You better believe he’s getting an earfull!!
